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If you start to sort your Malice Mizer collection on your ipod
by LilyCharlotte
If you start to sort your Malice Mizer collection on your ipod you`ll remember you don`t have enough Moi dix Mois
Once you`ve started work on that you`ll remember how much you love Kaya and when you remember how much you love Kaya you`ll have to go on a Glitter hunt
Once you`ve found Glitter you`ll remember you`re supposed to be working on Malice Mizer and that now you have more Kaya than Közi
Once you start soring Közi solo cds then you`ll find out you can`t find the cover for Khaos then, while you wonder whether or not to split Khaos/Kinema into two cds or not you`ll get distracted by album covering other things and start transcoding pvs while you hunt for the perfect covers
While you`re doing that you`ll end up downloading Schwarz Stein because you really love Kaya and since you have Kaya you should have more of Mana`s exes too
Before you get too carried away with Juka songs, because that would be truly worrying, you`ll end up laughing at how stupid Kamijo and the rest of Versailles look on horses and then you`ll want the Revenant Choir pv and then while you`re watching Hizaki looking all not Emiruy you`ll wonder what`s new with Emiru
Without meaning to you`ll end up listening to FeaDoir, and getting a bit annoyed at how un-Manaful it is so you`ll want to listen to something better and while you`re browsing through your ipod looking for something to listen to you`ll notice that Garnet has somehow split itself into two separate albums and all those new pvs are out of place so you`ll have to start sorting your Malice Mizer tracks
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| a cello rock folder, how weird |
[09/11/07 @ 10:24pm] |
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Which Yaoi Series Are You?
Your series is Haru wo Daite ita (also known as "Embracing Love"), the honorary explicit yaoi series of this quiz. Heralded worldwide for its steamy content and, well, steamy content, Haru wo Daite ita is the story of two AV actors (adult video, a/k/a porn stars) who fall in love after the fact and their twisty-turvy relationship. If you're looking for decent characters, a little plot, and enough fanservice to knock over a bus (they *are* porn stars after all - no need to hold back!), this is the series for you.
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| ...fine hoard the raisins....weird cat... |
[09/04/07 @ 7:21pm] |
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so last night i finally got a gungho games id and my i add woo! after moving bits of ads around and playing waaaaaaaaaaay too much hanafuda before having my ass handing to me by digicharat and was i galaxy angel? characters in possibly my lamest attempt to not lose at mahjong ever i stumbled on キラ☆キラ which is as 元気 as you might imagine if you know katakana and what 元気 means. it is this weird bubbly group things together in groups of four game. which i played loved and forgot about so i decided to start my own weird collection of things i love postiness.
first up: キラ☆キラ
or kira☆kira and oh yeah that`s me ranked 43rd!
so you have two buttons, the blue on is start, the other one tells you how to play, but since that`s in japanese let`s pretend it isn`t there. click on start and then select your fav astrological sign. you don`t get away from the hyper ゲンキゲンキ no matter who you choose, so feel free to go with the cutetest one or least annoying looking. the game play takes a moment to get used to but is really nice. your mouse has a square on it, you can switch that square for any other square, as long as it isn`t x out, then you can switch that square for any other square. once you get the hang of it you can go crazy. special squares appear from time to time, they do good stuff, feel free to click on them. your time is at the bottom, counting down so group lots of colours into four and ignore whatever chic says. it`s never useful and of course sound off in the corner.
coming soon, more things i love online or just like random love.
decided to add another game because it is the best game ever!
聖ロマンス学園 恋のトキメキ♪大作戦
aka let`s go with...:
saint romance`s academy love's heartpounding♪epic
this time from jp.shockwave and it comes with a sequel!
your aim is to capture as many uber bishounens as possible in the time allotted. go capture those bishies!
let`s go through the original to learn the controls:
1 move mouse to the right you run to the right
2 when you see a bishie click on his head hold mouse button down and you can zombify him with love and he`ll trail after you
3 zombifying battles are fought with mouse clicking
4 to capture uber bishounens, who are usually well guarded collect enough hearts to reach beauty time
5 watch out for walking around woman she`ll knock you down and steal some of your hearts
some notes: with very careful timing you can capture uber bishounen without beauty time or mad tapping. use the time you have before the guards catch on and you can build up the love meter so that when you do let on (more defeated guards = bigger heart) you only have a few clicks before he`s yours
you don`t have to grab hearts right away, learn the levels and you can find a way to go from one beauty time to another
and once you`re done 聖ロマンス学園 恋のトキメキ♪大作戦
try out the new matsuri flavoured version 聖ロマンス学園 ほっとサマー de らぶ祭り♪
or saint romance`s academy *sighs* summer de love festival♪
note the classy use of hiragana in らぶ祭りrabu matsuri. they could have used ラブ祭り or ラブラブ祭り but no this is all about the class.
so the rules are the same but it`s 祭り time yay!
you can go left or right there`s that chic who walks around knocking you over
and there`s a ghost
now the ghost is a bit annoying, clearly bishie, worth lots of points, he`s hard to find and when you do find him and catch you usually you end up with pissed off ghost chic. she`ll knock you out of beauty time if you`re approaching it. she makes your hearts all evil flamey and they drift away from you and you loose points at the end. first time i got ghost guy i was fine, every time after that bitch floats after me
you can get a mask from the guy clapping, which is fun. just love stare him.
legend (aka as gargles) has it mask keeps you safe from annoying walking chic, but she steals your mask so you need another one.
if anyone figures out how to capture ghost bishie safely please share so i don`t have to read the instructions
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| i`m on neopets waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much |
[08/22/07 @ 2:17pm] |
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i have to clean my room, it`s so nice but it`s so full of crap at the moment. i love how the stuff on my walls compliments the rest of the stuff and my moon dreamer display, though insane, makes me happy. goes with my calendery bits. i have to start making practice cakes soon. i have no idea what i`m going to make for the wedding cake itself. i have some great ideas but until i have more of an idea what the wedding is going to look like i don`t want to stick to any one idea even if marzipan columns with crawling icing vines would be awesome, or bunches of sugar covered fruit would be gorgeous. whatever i do end up with i will need to practice with a bit so when i go to decorate it i can cover it all quickly. which does make me wonder if decorations that i make and then add to the cake isn`t the best way to go. that way i could finish up the decorations the day before i bake the cakes, then bake, decorate and assemble. one thing i am getting more sure about is the groom`s cake. it would be for the rehearsal dinner and i could do wild and small with it. i think i would start that the morning of the rehearsal dinner. if i need anything fiddly to be done i can finish that with the wedding cake. i would want to be done before the dinner so someone else could take it over, and then spend the evening working on the wedding cake. the cakes should be finished by this point and crumb coated so it would just be a matter of taking them out and working on them when i`m not working on the groom cake.
apparently groom`s cakes are typically chocolate/fudge and liquory, which i can totally do! oh! i could decorate with chocolate and fruit even...make it less sculpted and more decorated with fruit and stuff.
*wanders off to sketch out some ideas*
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[08/21/07 @ 12:49am] |
i understood well and truly for the first time why you can`t go home again. i knew quebec with my heart and soul in a way i hadn`t realized. there it was, the cities were the way they should be, the voices, the land. it was all right again. as we pulled into montreal i felt a peace i don`t have in other places. i felt world weary at that moment. the last time i had been home it had been with my aunt and my grandmother. i had just turned 18 and after a summer of illegal drinking i had ordered my first legal drink. i went from being two years underage to legal in the space of a week. the safety of my childhood was robbed from me too. true as a child i had to put things away or they would be stolen, and even i could be stolen if i wasn`t careful, but still in those days if you followed the rules nothing too horrible would happen. look after your toys and you wouldn`t lose them. still it was my home. it felt right in every way. it had been five years since i had been there and the street i still remember wandering along with my mother when all the buildings had been towering high above me had found space for a starbucks, but it was still right.
i started to wonder if i would ever find another place to call home again. could i find my way back to montreal? will i go searching for some new place and settle until it feels right. or was that it? will i float through the rest of my life? does that thought scare me or is that what i`m secretly yearning for? or is it a lot more simple than i make it?
probably that one...on side note, the persian boy was so much sweeter than i remembered. makes me want to watch useless movie with too much eyeliner all the way through so i can write up a better list of reasons why i hate it. but it seems like too much watching of bad movie involved.
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[08/02/07 @ 4:43pm] |
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i forgot! i got squishy candy stickers. must decorate laptop. i need to decide how to do it though... random? pattern? i could make it like a border or sommat. not sure...
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this is a very bad idea since i am about to scream at my mother and it`s like day three
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[07/24/07 @ 12:05am] |
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so i find useless fic. i tear the fic to shreds then think, i know, instead of just being bitchy, which was fun, i`ll be helpful. so i take out the bitchier comments, resist the urge to scream 'NEVER WRITE AGAIN YOU SUCK!' in caps ala crap fic and suddenly it`s all 'they`re mean' 'they have no talent' 'your fic rulez!'.
my favourite thing of it all was our well thought our and carefully written coments were insulted and we didn`t get any defence. it`s okay to be mean to people who`ve been asked for comments and then not lied in them, but not to point out that not checking to make sure your fic is readable is not okay.
worst of all the subject of 'people were mean love meeeee!' post was 'Why Must People Be Mean?!'. Perhaps because you`re askinng for it and you start a bunch of word with capitals just for the sake of...pointing out your inability to write?
i also liked 'I haven't read your stories, but I saw this post and wanted to tell you that you can't let it get to you, cause I've been there.' *rolls eyes*.
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[03/28/07 @ 11:47am] |
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I`m at a weird peace that`s more from a deep sense of exhaustion more than anything else. I`ve been in mourning since December. Early Dec. at that. Christmas, new years, valentines, my aunt`s birthday twice, have all come and gone one last time and I just can cry anymore or do much anymore. She`s not aware, not eating or drinking, rarely lucid, and unlikely to improve on those. Not going to happen. She saw bunny legs yesterday and my cousin. Told me I was beautiful when I came back from my kitten visit. It was weird, I hadn`t been away mabe two days, and I felt like I had a lot to do, but I made some past with crunchy tofu and wandered. Had a nice long shower, shaved, that was nice. Then I got the call she was asking for me, and I needed to come back so we could have porridge. I told her I was coming and she tried to talk to me. Couldn`t make sense of it and I`m pretty good at that. Then it was 'porridge' time and she talked about how she could hear me over the telegraphy or something. Now she`s deeply asleep and we`re back to waiting. I can cry if I think about the future, years from now and stuff, but in the moment I`m fine. Fine enough I could sing to her the night before last. Almost and hour of Jazz, I had forgotten how fun Jazz is. Course singing to your dying grandmother is less fun.
I`ve been reading lots of Genji. Such a great book. Lots of Anguray and Eroguroy music. And J weirdly enough. I had a whole night of Kokeshi Dolls the other night.
I feel guilty that I want this over. It`s been so long, I`ve been here and back and for the most part no where else all winter long. My most common trip has been the 7-11 at the corner twice now, maybe three times. But that`s not why I want it to be over. She`s getting worse, in more pain, which we can manage but I don`t want her in pain or just lingering on, confused and unable to do anything for herself. She`s been stuck in the room she`s going to die in for so long now. If she wanted to stay it would be different, I would be here for her for as long as she needed. She doesn`t though, she`s just existing. My aunts are blaming people randomly and feeling bad they 'aren`t doing anything'. I want to yell at them sometimes. None of us is doing anything really. We aren`t curing cancer or going back in time to get her to a doctor sooner or anything that is going to make a difference. We`re just making her comfortable and that`s all we can do and all we`re supposed to do. Yes the doctor and the nurses didn`t think she was going to make it to Friday, then the weekend then past the weekend, but what do they want from them? A time, a date? Some kind of countdown? People who think Doctors are useless because they aren`t infalable are annoying. They do their best and getting mad at the nurse that have made it possible for her to stay in her own house confuses me.
The new family angst is 'Adrienne`s' call to Vic, which I`m pretty sure was Eva`s call. I just realised when I opened the door for the nurse that is walking up the path right now, that there was a joint on the credenza in the hall. It was medicinal, my great uncle was in agony the other day, but still a bit hard to explain. Ah well we got given 20mls of morphine we have no legitmate use for. I am spelling very badly. Meh. I should eat too.
In any case Vic is angry at Adrienne for leaving a sad message which mentioned the whole dying mother thing, and apparently they`ve been lying to their daughter so she was upset. Which isn`t our fault. Add to that someone was lying about when he got the message from us earlier. He got a call he was supposed to call right back from, instead he went out for a kids birthday. Since we`re the ones who are here everyday and he couldn`t pick up the phone over the winter it`s hard to feel anything other than contempt for him.
Macs suck. I`m on this old iMac and it`s driving me crazy, the keyboard sticks and things don`t work and the mouse only has one button. I feel like I`m on my first black and white old clunker of a cd-driveless comp, with a plastic shell and a shiny screen. Nothing works! Gah! I had something else to journal but this is really long already and I didn`t get a lot of sleep. Double meh...
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[03/08/07 @ 4:18am] |
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okay...i am totally falling for this song. i haven`t had it long enough (which is part of the second part of this post) to seperate my love of kaya for the amazingness that is kaya from the song itself, but i think it`s mostly song love. kaya sounds hot in this. very hot. course he is hot so that`s probably it...song makes me happy that the ground is covered in sparkly snow `cause it goes with sparkly snow in the night. day time sparkly snow wouldn`t go well with it.
secondly, i am so glad i have refound my love of kaya. or found my love of kaya as more than 'pretty one in band mana says is cool' love. the only problem is i should have been keeping up with stuff! i mean there are lots of people who i follow oddly through the wonders that are jrock but that doesn`t mean that i should be all non-stalkery of muscians that i like. i could have been dealing with my lust earlier and be onto thinky thoughts about kaya.
i love my new kaya icon btw so pretty! that`s kaya. icon is all kayaish. if i made icons and i was making a kaya icon this is what i would aim for. but i don`t, gargles does, yay for gargles!
on a non-kaya point, making a bentou for people who don`t like nori sucks. my original thought of fried rice stopped being a good idea and i`m left with this hole in my bentou...stupid hole...i wanna make omusubiyama and i have pretty shiso furikake with lovely plum bits but noooo they`ll be all 'why is it purple?' 'is there any seaweed in it?' and stuff and my omusubiyama, when i make them, deserve more. even if it would be the perfect colour choice....stupid people who aren`t here ruining my bentou plan.
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[02/28/07 @ 7:37pm] |
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first off, damn i have issues! my idea of cute fic, totally warped! i mean, the hell?! my idea of romance has some much bondage and leather in it i`m surprised i haven`t been offered more therapy...i mean, i am a suck for romance. i get all gooey at cute romances but i include a lot of screwed up stuff in my cute romance category.
more importantly, after spending the most time i have ever spent wandering through lj i have come to the conclusion i love my lj layout! *huggles gargles* it`s so cute and bishie and cute! if i was the kind of person that actually did stuff to my layout i would have like a dozen links back to gargles `cause she made such a cute layout and it has my name on it! *points* anyway, that`s it.
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| momo anzu natsume sumomo kuri |
[02/12/07 @ 5:55pm] |
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guh...despite the pain i should have started on my hair before today ^^;;
it`s kinda gone...evil...i`m tempted to shave it...seriously....
watched jigoku today, ignored my hair. realised it wasn`t going to get better, meanwhile i had gotten much better and could move without pain.
stupid hair...
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[02/09/07 @ 11:00pm] |
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so i get to line, 7ish, and was actually warm despite the lack of sun, occaisional snow and lack of boots. trips to loblaws returned circulation to my toes and looooooots of nice line people.
hi line people!
the clump of people sucked, but the nice security guard bumped them all to the end. yay for security!
met up with the regulars.
hi line people i`ve met before!
and had many a good conversation.
so we go in, i`m on the edge, right in front of where totchi will be, mmmm totchi...threeish rows back. i grab some water, someone holds my spot then we settled in, fairly squishy, for the emo band. who`s name i forget. the singer was emo, his pants weren`t done up...appart from that not bad.
next band i had issues with. recorded clips of random stuff a concert does not make. i was too distract by how the singer seemed to be phoning it in, the hair on the bass player`s topless chest and the singer`s bald spots that looked worse while he convulsed, not as well as kyo, and when he poured water on himself.
one of these bands gave me water later while i stood in front of their merch not buying anything trying to get a diru poster and telling them that skirt makeup and fanservice would help hook diru fangirls. that band i like. whichever one they were.
then it was diru. we got squished, beginning of diru i was second row, end i was at the barricade loosing feeling in my arm that was pressed around it. loooooooots of people got scooped out by security. who i liked because we got water from one of them.
sooooooooo squished. not standing, weird angles, lost limbs. feeling returned to my toes which was nice, not being able to breath from chocker pressed against someone`s band and elbow on my neck sucked. glasses almost falling off, not so good, were saved by security and put on by that girl i met at other line and was beside.
anyway, concert was great. i suck at remember set lists so i don`t bother anymore but it was a great selection. singing 'in my head a blue fish has just died' is always great.
asom, clever sleazoid, saku, the final, lots of great stuff. made up for the much pain. i actually was on extra strength advil, i swallowed one pre-diru. helped a lot. i realised a few songs in that despite being offered food all day long i didn`t eat any of it. lobwlaws food, pocky, hello panda, bagles. 14 hours, concert and coldness on some hot chocolate and water, baaaaaad idea.
i got to watch totchi a lot, which was great. shinya was lovely to watch as usual (god i love that shinya coat). kaoru did a lot of raised guitar and getting us up, which we didn`t need, but it was nice. hardly saw die all day. best dieness was after concert was over. kyo was mesmerizing as usual. so much so he fell down the stairs after concert and got hurt in canada again...boo... but it was great. lots of cool singing and vocals. some accoustic. the cuts on his chest have spread since i saw him last. he raised some blood on the upper set and slashed at his side. which was interesting. no covering in blood. just a cut that welled up and then started to drip down. very gradual, very hot. god kyo`s hot. the way he moved...so nice...they looked like they had fun too. which is always nice for fans.
brain is stopping working...guh..finally ate some food, had more water. i can`t talk at the moment so guh.
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[12/09/06 @ 4:49pm] |
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i forgot! apparently my mother thinks i`m a lesbian, which apart from being amusing is so odd. i have nothing against dykes, i dated one once, it`s just i don`t identify myself as gay or bi because i am too predominately straight for me not to be annoyed at myself if i said i was bi. i`m straight, i just don`t let it worry me. at all. certainly wouldn`t worry me to the point of turning down going out with a girl or not bring home the love of my life if it happened to be a girl or anything. i just really really like boys. the more of them the better. lots of them all snuggled together. again, very shallow. veeeeeeery very shallow. distracting thoughts of cute boys playing with each other aside it is fairly annoying.
if i could discuss my many pretty posters and books and games and cds and movies and magazines ect ect ect for as long and as frequently as i wanted, it would probably take up almost all of my time. what with the shallowness. apparently my mother seems to think that is a cover. that i spend hundreds of dollars to surround myself with bishieness just so she doesn`t think i`m gay. not only would it not be a problem in my family, it wouldn`t be a problem in my family. i grew up at the visual minority pagan communist in a small white town, there would have been no way i would have pretended to be straight to fit in...or whatever she thinks my problem is.
i have had lots of people think i was gay so that`s not what annoys me. the fact she thinks i can`t face up to it annoys the fuck out of me.
the more i learn about my mother the less i realise i understand her and her me....
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[12/06/06 @ 1:01pm] |
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this job thing keeps on biting me in the ass, actually, that would be less annoying. i`m just lying about work to my sick granny, which is wrong. it is better this way...work stuff shopping tomorrow. i need mooooooney though. paycheck still isn`t here. i wanna stop by work on saturday just to hang out...get some normalcy in my life...
note to self: see about getting my mother to leave me alone and talking to her fiancee instead
second note to self: remember you are not skipping christmas anymore so you actually have to buy presents now...boo...
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[12/01/06 @ 4:52pm] |
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so here`s my diru rant about agitated screams of maggots and the pv for agitated screams of maggots because everyone seems to have one.
first off, I am even more impressed by diru than usual, many bands write song after song that doesn`t get a reaction one way or another, diru has never stayed away from pushing people`s buttons and they certainly haven`t left anyone on the sidelines for this one.
first off, if you`re a diru fan from the 'old' days then you should bloody well know by now that diru does not have a style other than changing constantly. we know our boys so we can hear strains of toshiya, kyo, die, kaoru and shinya in songs through out the years but we can also tell instantly which era the songs come from. anyone could after some brief coaching. somehow people are lumping old diru together. I don`t get that. I love different dir en grey cds for different reasons, it`s why it`s hard for me to decide on a fav. comparing missa to six ugly or kisou to vulgar or macabre to withering to death. or anything to anything else is just silly. they are radically different in form, substance and style, true diru fans know that. after a cd comes out you get to wonder what is the next one going to sound like, the singles are like teasers and then the day comes, you get your copy and fall in love all over again. there are certain songs that I feel most passionately about, but i`m always falling for old songs. that`s part of the reason diru is so great, it is always new and fresh. i feel like i`m repeating myself but it`s the truth.
for me there have been songs, and the occasional pv, maybe one possibly two that i didn`t immediately gravitate towards. hell, the first time i listened to a dir en grey song i couldn`t get what all the fuss was. i trusted in yoshiki though, the man tells me to listen to lm.c and i will. so i listened again and found more songs and found more love. started with bass love then love for everything else. i`ve been hooked ever since, and the reason i`m hooked is not because of cute outfits in the old days, though those were awesome, or the diru sound of one cd i`m hooked because i never know what i`m going to get but i trust the band. they`re talented, they work together wonderfully and even if it isn`t an easy song like clever sleazoid, which i find myself singing in the grocery store, it`s worth listening to.
which brings me off topic to anyone who doesn`t 'like' diru. i hate people who think that music is completely subjective. yes it is nice when a song makes you feel happy or it`s simple and soothing. it is not fair that every other art form seems to get that there is more to art than simple prettiness. even if a song isn`t the song you choose to go to sleep to or meditate to that doesn`t mean it isn`t a good song technically. talent and skill are measurable quantities that exist in music. there are many things that I can appreciate without enjoying on a simple level. not to mention crap songs that occupy space but I have no urge to analyse or think about much. dir en grey are fucking talented, live they are mesmerising. not the bishieness, which is nice, or the stage show, which is more than nice since they are bishie after all, but the actual sound and performance they pull off.
which should take me to my conclusion. i think there are a lot of new diru fans that heard a song `cause someone told them to listen to it and have decided that is 'old diru', or they just don`t get it. i feel bad for these people because they are not appreciating all that diru has to offer, but i`m not going to lose any sleep over it. the sides of the argument is pretty simple, if you liked old diru you like this diru, the changing diru. if you don`t like new diru you were listening to a different band up until this point and that`s fine. go back to the 'old days' sort your music by album, line it all up in order and rediscover your old school diru love. after you hit withering to death. and you still don`t get that part of diru is change then find another band. sure i would love to have a revisit to old styles. a diru retrospective with new songs. a whole album in flashback mode through the ages, but that would be a different band. not the band that i fell in love with.
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[11/30/06 @ 4:25am] |
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i suck at eating. i forgot to eat yesterday, how do you forget to eat? gah! i made breakfast and i`m avoiding eating it because i`m not hungry. and it`s so hard to make food when you`re not hungry! gahX2! that and it`s cold and rainy and i have to go out...sigh...stupid lack of 'naps for cold rainy days'
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[11/28/06 @ 6:57pm] |
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so i have a job...it was very surreal...i have a job!
i was interviewing and then i was training and eating fudge absolutely crazy...
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[11/27/06 @ 6:54pm] |
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so i had to put off interview, mostly `cause i was feeling queasy still this morning, still am. boo...but also because i had to spend the day playing phone tag to get forms and stuff in order and also to talk to my mother...sigh...luckily for me the fiancee is back tonight so she won`t want to talk to anyone for a while. tonight was yet another session of angsty tween followed by seeing my mother, who did have my teapot which was nice, everything else was a bit weird. she brought me pocky, i offered her pocky for the road, i am in toronto if i need pocky it`s a hop skip and a jump there to get the newest flavours and then i`m back...ah well...
tomorrow stuff, then out to celebrate stuff...woo
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